11 4 / 2012
I was supposed to go to LMFAO’s concert to just to see Quest crew. All I need is someone to go with, but my friends are all broke. I posted a status on Facebook that I need someone to go with me to the concert. My cousin told me he was supposed to go too, but idk they just didn’t. So I said we should go, he told me to ask our other cousin if she wants to go too. She said she’d come too so it’s the three of us then.
So, I was really excited. I’m so ready to meet Quest crew, if I ever bump into them randomly. (Ryanimay said in his tumblr that they bump into fans all the time) I was about to get out of the house, so ready to go to that concert, but my cousin (the first one) cancelled at the last minute because no one’s there to take care of his sick lil bro. I was already feeling that this isn’t going to pull through anymore. When I told my other cousin, she said that we shouldn’t go anymore because it’s just the two of us now. I’m not really close with my cousins.
So there, I went to our bedroom and lay down on the bed. I can’t accept the fact that it’s cancelled and I’m not going. I was working up solutions. I kinda teared up too. I called my friend because I was thinking of shouldering her ticket first, but she wasn’t answering. I was also considering to go alone, but that wouldn’t be as much fun and it’s dangerous to go home at night. I just, ugh, don’t want to go alone.
I prayed and asked God if it’s really cancelled, and I think it is. I accepted it and just told myself that I’ll make sure I meet them next time. But I’m still sad. I thought to myself that I’ll just draw my sadness out. I’ll make them lots of fan arts. But still, it’s such a waste to not go just because I don’t have anyone to go with.
One more hour and their concert’s gonna start.
The feeling of disappointment after you get excited to go to a concert, it’s heartbreaking.